Ode to Rumble Too

I don't know how
he is keeping alive.

It bothers me greatly
that dying is so hard--
I wish I could remember
if birth, too, were that difficult...
    Being a Siamese fighting fish,
    he knew this all along, of course.
    As a warrior fish
    It is one thing
    he knows well.

    In the early morning
    it was obvious
    what was happening
    as I lowered
    his water level
    to about 4 inches
    and draped his plant,
    like a fallen tree
    over his rock...

    He hangs himself in the leaves
    his nose close to the air
    that keeps him living.
For all of his hatred
of confrontation,
he can and does fight on.
I haven't the heart
to feed the other fish
while he languishes.

I know in my heart
the odds are against him---
there is too much internal damage
for him to be allowed to win...
As the daylight arrives,
I wonder if fishes
at the brink of darkness
long for the joy
of the first bird
singing morning in
from the edges of night

 

© May 2003



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